Just Human Nature
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I'm on a lighter mood now.

Dark clouds just passed.
Trying to see things as it is.
:)

Actually I kinda like rainy days.
Makes me feel quite comfortable.
To be honest, I like to sit down and see those raindrops roll down the glass.
I think if i'm in the car, I'll just stare into the glass.

I've just nothing to do, so I went taking pictures in the corners of my room.
This is my favourite blanket, was my birthday gift from peanut few years back.
See till now I'm still using it.


And look and my new chio pink pillow covers.
Totally like 1 set one can.
Pink, Red, and Red with heart shapes.

This is my study table.
It hasn't been put to good use..
Cause...

I seldom study.

Instead I'll be on the other side of the room.

Using my laptop/computer/watch TV.
And maybe laptop + TV .


All my barang barang hung on the back of the door and a mini picture wall.


HAHA THIS CORNER DOES NOT STINKS OKAYS
Although it's filled with my shoes.


My favourite macdonalds toys.

Everytime when i cry for M.Happy Meals.
All my friends will go, "Wah Happy meal again", "Wah how old already?"...
And to people who don't know I have a fetish for these, my friends will tell them..
"she's always happy meal one".
Nevermind, It makes me happy.
So know what to do When I'm feeling sad.
:D

Seriously, I'm really had nothing to do the whole day.
Apart from youtube, facebook and MSN, sleep..I did nothing.
Well today i did catch up with this friend of mine whom I never met him for 2 years already?
The conversation was a super random one lurh.

Bored enough, so I went to the supermarket.The trip there just totally make me feel like one happy woman.
Those close enough to me should know that I really love to go to supermarkets! And those electronic shops. I like the new packaging smell. Weird hurh.
I'm just finding people to join me .
Maybe then we'll call "Weird Squid"?
I'm totally just spouting nonsense here.


OH YA AND I SAW PACKAGED KIMCHI THERE.
OMG I IS JUST ONE HAPPY CAN !!!
I just grabbed one and went to paid for it.
Reach home, Immediately just tried the kimchi.
Was fabulous.!
Maybe I'll try to make kimchi stew tml IF i'm in the cook-mode.


I've been watching intimate note ft.Big Bang and there's this phrase in it.
It just needs a bit more communication.
It just needs a bit more understanding.
It just needs another look at each other.
It just needs the time to laugh together.
It will...
Little by little, make us closer!

I felt pretty touched after seeing this phrase.

The clock's been ticking and playing on my nerves.

Yesterday,I don't know why .

Met al, alvin and ah tian for lunch .

Hi guys.

I guess i just missed out the nice chance to go out for kite-flying cause today's weather is fabulous for kite-flying :(
Nice wind, nice sun.
And here I am alone at home.

I've been listening to TOP's Wedding dress and watching the MV.
Very sad know.
My nose did went sourish and felt like tearing.
It's a very sad song, seriously.

Yay finally!

HARLOWS EVERYONE .

I'm feeling all tired but also thankful to all those who were in with us.

Didn't go to school today .

Running a fever now and I'm voiceless now :(

Tml is red camp already .

How sia..

窗外的天气 就像是你多变的表情

Friday was in school for stITwise rehearsal.

Yes, I failed.

An-yong ha-sae-yo!

HELLO EVERYONE!

Happy birthday clifford! :D

I went to cut my hair.

school on friday took up only a few hours .

Should i install windows 7 ?

Class was like normal . Boring .

Friday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOO!

I've been staring into this space for like hours thinking what to write and I've only came out with this.

Omg, ah-ma cooked for me curry crab !

school today is pretty slack .

Like finally, I've completed my practical 5.01

See the a lot of "janice janice" in my previous post,it's for janice!

Dinner at lot 1 with esther then off to bbdc for lesson.

I stayed over at loft yesterday after pool training.

OMG! I just received their text .

Day 40 (Sunday)
Met my girls for steamboat.
I still love them :)
dinner was great with the accompany.
Went around bugis and went back home.
I'm so tempted to get that Hurs bag which coast frigging 80 dollars.
Enough for me to go for driving.

Day 41 (Monday)
Pool training.
I don't know what happened to my shoulder .
Recover soon please .

Day 42 (Tuesday)
Need to attend the dialogue session.
They are coming back tonight .
I don't even know if i should go fetch them .
suddenly not very excited already.
I also dunno why .

I just want to an ordinary girl.

After yesterday's training, i get all our muscles ache like shit.

Appearing nonchalant doesn't mean i don't care.

Was supposed to have sea training today.

Hello people.

Hello people .

Today is a sunday.

today was pasta day .

Today is simply not a good day .

A post dedicated to my friends in china !
Bet they must be missing singapore food.
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Sooooooo, here's for you .

CHICKEN RICE !


Char kway teow


Hokkien mee .


Wanton mee.

Day 29- Break camp
Overall, I think this SL camp is quite successful and better than last year i think.
The food was awesome . Esp breakfast. We had carrot cake and siew mai . how great is camp breakfast.
I get to know awesome people.
I get to learn awesome cheers .
I get to learn many things from this short 3 days .

Went back home and took a little nap .
Zoom off to driving. So sian lurh stimulator .
ask me why 2 second-rule . And i replied :" Cause the book says so"
He went -.-
ask me how to treat the tester like . And i replied: " Treat him like gps"
He went -.- X 987654312345
Esther waited for me awhile and we were sitting at the waiting area looking at people practicing .
Skipped my btl . Too tired .

Day 30 - Me myself also not sure .
Driving today was good although i kept forgetting some stuffs like releasing the handbrake and etc . Learned vertical parking and slope today . And vertical parking I never strike pole or mount kerb sia. Feels so accomplished.
Today the instructor very funny and nicee.
He said : "Actually your skills not bad. I dunno if it's me good at teaching or you are good"
So i said: " WE BOTH ARE GOOD :D "
He laughed like mad sia .

Actually i did a very dumb mistake.
I was like kanchiong-ing today .Depress the pedal and was wondering why the car not moving .
Wah i totally like one spider. Then i realised , I never put gear. -.- dumb enough .

Bought some ingredients and cooked my own lunch :D


We had a mini htht today.
Sister, I'll tell you if there's anything going on.
<3

Today has been a very very very tiring day.
Both physically and mentally.
Fell down at the grandstand = dumb.
Headache. I feel that it is bursting already .
And my ankle. After all the running around , and jumping and dancing . Hurts la .
But I can't grumble too much.

I don't wish to talk any more.
Goodnight .

Hi loves.
Currently I'm in loft now.
Attending red camp SL camp.
Till now, i still think it's fine.
Hope will have more fun tomorrow.

Oh ya, I met up with loves this morning.
And we kinda had a mini surprise for jiamei.
But eventually it failed. I shall elaborate it in the later part.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI !
Legally 18 already.
OMG, I REALLY MISS THEM ! REALLY .!
There was me, fann, janice,gina, sharon, richard,joankia,junhao,ruvyn, clifford.
Okay let me tell you how it failed.
Someone(vyn) was supposed to bring her out for breakfast.
And he didn't inform her sister that we are coming.
So she totally got frightened by us and was hiding behind the cupboard blah blah.
Damn funny, We played truth and dare and I really laughed my ass off.
I enjoyed those times :)
However, shortlived.
I need to leave for camp.
:(
Book in and left for driving .
I think some god heard my prayers which is not to have the " YOu will never walk alone" guy.
And totally, It wasn't him !!!!!!
wahahahs ! damn happy can .
Did my directional change and parallel.
My directional change suck.
Still mount kerb sia .

Haha, gtg sleep now .
Goodnight.
I miss them !
=D
<3

Went driving today.
Sian again . The you will never walk alone .
:(
But after that got this damn nicee one .

Tomorrow going to book in camp already .
And till now I havent pack my bag .
Nvm, just whack only .

Thanks for the text ah-ho.
I feel super touched . hahas , i also don't know why.
=D
I know what you must be saying after this.
.."Silly women."
Correct ?



fab voice .


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I'll keep it to myself.

After yesterday's training, ...

Went for training and everyone was late.

Drving in the morning.
Met janice at bbdc and we went for lunch .
Back to school for meeting and driving again.
I know very chiong la .
But i think this is the best time.
Cause when school starts, then it will be like very taxing with school work, studies and society stuffs.
Since they are at china and I'm still considered like "free" .
Faster finish better la .

I'm gonna complete like stage 2 soon and I can go book tp already.
lai ah lai .

ran a little today.
Borrowed my dad shoes.
Only like 1 round.
-.-
damn not comfy sia the shoes .

WAH, I SERIOUSLY NEED A NEW WALLET LAAAAA .
my purse is failing me.
Anyone nicee to get me ??

I need to pray harder. hahas


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456 hours.
27360 minutes.
1641600 seconds.
=D

Driving day today.

Out of 3 sessions, 2 was with the instructor that makes me feel damn stressed one sia.

1st session
I go for first session, I like gong gong cause early in the morning, go look for the car, see his name there. WAH -.- GG. For both days, same session is all him lurh !

2nd session. I was thinking like won't so unlucky already. Should be another one.
WAHHH!! -.- -.- GG X 098765432345678.

3rd session.
I saw janice there and i told her, wah i pray hard not the same one.
wah heng ! is the another one . I used to think that he is super ahpek, damn naggy .
But now i like his lessons.

Pray hard tomorrow not him alrd .
=D


You will never walk alone.
What a joke. All along, I feel that I've been walking alone.
At least emotionally.

I'm feeling damn tired today.
Had driving for like 100 mins X 3 session = 300 minutes = 5 hours of driving today.
Wahlan, can even reach KL i think.
And i spend 3 hours travel to and fro from BBDC and home.
totally 8 hours.
spend 3 hours at home in total.
from morning till night.
see a lot of familiar face-s.
and also tan si chin janice.! she like shout my name, and i really chua tio.
We funny lurh, we keep seeing each other cause our sessions are like alternate.
So i finish , she go. She finish , then it's my turn.

I feel damn giddy now.
And i think by the time i get my license, my legs will become damn muscular !
After the 3th session, i came out from the car with soggy legs.
Took bus home and i totally stared into empty space. TOTALLY.

My stomach hurts now.
Very pain!

I miss girls <3.
I miss them too.

My toothache is urgghhhhs .

My ahma, aunties,uncles,cousins
This year theme colour is purple.
Yes, the international gay colour.
Ahma's cooking still the best !

I hope you were around.
I miss you g.p



Like finallyyyyyy.

I stayed at home the whole day .
Did housework and cleaned my room .
It looks so clean now . At least it feels clean to me =)


I'm so bored nowwww (=

Starting from next next week i'll be damn busy .

cool la ! I like this .
So when they come to my house, they won't complain not enough powerplug .
I give you one whole wall of powerplugs laaaa .


omgomgomgomgomgomgomg


I need my sleep!
goodnight <3

hello peeps.

I had to stay at home and look after my sick brother.

My butt hurts alot alot alot!

--Lyrics--

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold

My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo

When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go

I just broke down

Rest of the lyrics go google youself

I went for like 2 drving sessions today.

I didn't go for the inaug today.

Mirah's been havin moodswings today.

Went to queensway with siss & leonard to check out the pricing for jersey for regatta.

I chionged 2 meetings today .
Accomplished.
Literally, I spend the whole day in school.
usual meetings.

driving in the noon.
Actually, it feels like not much difference at night.
Just that it's dark .

My head hurts a lot.
I don't know if it is because of the teeth.

omg, i just received a call from mark,alvin and km.
thanks laaa. aiyoyo, overseas expensive still call.
I super touched laa.
The sudden vibration totally freaked me out .
Thanks guys. (=

yestd was date. with H&J.

Hellos .

It's been a very tearful september with everything going on .

I love these message on this cutboards.I saw this online. Super nicee ILOVE IT !

my babyv finally recover le

finally fly off to china already :(
when they checked-in their luggage, i tried to hold on back to the tears.
then when all of us was like gathering there and saying our goodbyes, i just couldn't hold em back anymore. he asked me not to cry but i cried louder. i stood there waving goodbye to them.


i don't know why i kept crying laa.
and after that my brain keeps replaying the scene that they wave bye bye to us . then i will keep crying.

they are leaving in another few hours.

I'll be thonning at the airport cause their flight is like 5am !
gotta send them off .
and tml morning chiong down to driving.
zomg.

bon voyage.

they are flying off tml already. :(
like so fast ah.
managed to spend some time with em before they leave.

oh ya, ICT Society Stayover has ended and i think it was good!
3CHEERS TO PCs !

i just reach home only.
like so late ah.
i'm feeling so tired but then i like cannot fall asleep larh.
my head very pain.
:(

went to cwp to get the bottle.
my old one was got the burnt smell so i got myself another one toos.
wahliew early in the morning sia . slept like so late yestd and woke up damn early.

I was at BBDC just now, meet yj and did our practice.
After that i went for my BTT. yj waited for me outside and he disiao me.
you watchout ah you ! i stil hope you will pass(sincere) =D
andandand I PASSED !
maybe not a big deal for you , but it's a bomb to me.
he went back first while i go my PDL.

changed my clothes and went out again.
If you have read the previous post, we watched the wrong timing yestd.
So we had to go catch the movie again. hahas
met al,jingyin and alvin at cathay.
wahliew the show i think damn gross for me.
hahas, upon seeing how the first person died, i immediately told him i don't wanna watch already.
And i didn't really watch . took of the 3D glasses and covered my eyes for most of the time .
i know i very lousy-.-

went to carrefour to get Al's shaver.
and trained down to cityhall and meet yongjie.
throughout the trip they were talking about those gore shows. i hear already legg jelly.
ah tian went home, met esther and off to lina's chalet.
we had dinner first and it was damn good. DAMN GOOD!

oh ya!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LINA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KMben
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED SISTER HO!

after the chalet , we like marathon to the mrt station and no more last train already.
so bo pian, take cab to boat quay.
there was me,al,alvin, yongjie and 3 of his secondary sch friends, mark , esther, ben and of course... BIRTHDAY BOY KM AND GF.
managed to sing a few duets with mark :). he like my duet bud .
the whole pub sang the "Don't wanna miss a thing".
omg ! damn high one la. really is damn high!
idk why there so many people and me wearing cardigan still feel cold sia . dumb.
helend me his jacket . thanks la:)

finally, home sweet home.
cabbed home with Al.
mummy's not very happy with me coming back home late.
but i think it's just normal for youngsters nowadays.
generation gap bahs .

shall upload the photos when i get em.

see i write so long already, i still cant fall asleep.
and good news is . I've got camp tml .
shall do smth about it.

hello everyone.

i finally finish my papers already and declared holidays.
Had dwa paper today .
left early and went to clubhouse.
we were watching the Singapore Idol episodes on youtube and i swear it was damn funny.
had our meeting and they went for their OIP briefing.
me, ho, tian , belinda and hk went to SU office to collect our jackets
i tell you, i almost got 'murdered' by khai.
big bully laa.
me and corrine VS khai and we were talking abt some stuffs and i pop out this line:
" nvm,we younger then him"
wah tio liao lor.
i was sitting on the chair and he go pull my hair!! and go find the pen knife.
wahliew super dangerous can! you all almost lost a goodfriend and devoted-to-her-own-blog blogger.
wahahs.

tried on the windbreaker and i realised i order too big :(
but nvm still can wear.

after that we went for movie.
Me , Al, Ahtian,Alvin , Mark , KM, Yongjie and Ben
cabbed down to cathay.
watched Final Destination 3D.
but i dunno what's the show about.
cause me, al , ah tian alvin was chased out from the cinema.
lols hahas, We booked the tickets online and we realised we book on the wrong date which is friday. damn piaseh can. first time laa.
we were still like damn excited over the movie cause it was their 3D virgin experience.
but nvm, we are going back tml to go watch again:)
their ticket was cheaper than us but they kept looking the tickets to find the difference. we couldn't figure out why.

4 of us went to parklane arcade, our next favourite hideout.
played some games and wait for them to come find us.
Then we go play pool.
aiseh, mirah playing pool sia.
the last time i played was 2 years ago i guess.
me and yongjie tag team ^^
in the end nvr win . hahas ps le la yongjie.
we play pool , Al go tune and he broke all the records !
aiseh not bad =)

me and alvin accompanied al to get his microphone and we trained back home.
wahlao, i now f hungry laaaaa.
likee really.

tml gonna be a long day manxzxz.
Gonna go buy waterbottle, go for practise and BTT, watch FD4 , lina's chalet and KM's celebration. OMG ! i can imagine i need to squeeze all those into a day. actually i was supposed to go for meeting. but then lai bu ji le.

i feel like buying one new slippers sia .
mine like ke chui already laaa.

thanks berenice for the birthday present =D

in my favourite shade.


see, can see my shuang xia ba(double chin).omg! yj dunno how to take photo.
the gong 4s. (tian,lim,tan,loh)

and and i'm gonna take part in regatta .
wah wah i so excited can !


I'm really one big blind woman.